cold morning in February

i don't know who i'd be if i never had you
you made me shine, you made me whole
you were my every thing and I let you go

first time for so many things
you taught me passionate romance and
my favorite memories are the ones we share
i always thought you'd be there

cold morning in February
when you didn't come home
to hold you and love you was all i'd known

for so long now all i have is memories
and hopes that you'll be back in my arms
these are my breath through out the day
wishing for promises that you'll forever stay

our visions of growing old
our children that we never had
i dreamt of my babies naming you dad

halloween night spent on the sofa
Christmas eves with our friends
nights under the stars close to you as could be
i knew the moment we met you were the one for me

how does that get lost
and where does it go
for all the love we shared there is nothing to show

pieces of my heart and unanswered questions
there isn't much left in this empty room
only pictures and traces of where you once were
i thought what we had would last for sure

i don't know who i'd be if i'd never had you
you made me shine, you made me whole
where are you now, my best friend and my home